Women being cock-a-hoop

Friday 30th May, 2008 - £8,920.19 in debt…

Look at that up there! That amount of debt! Under the £9,000 mark – WOO! I am literally cock-a –hoop. Yes, literally.

And I’m so proud of myself too. When my tax rebate arrived in my bank account yesterday, my first thought wasn’t “shoes!” or “Milkybars!” or anything deranged at all – it was “Now I can pay that amount off my Barclaycard – I can’t wait!” and I did it straight away.

This is a huge turnaround for me - a couple of months ago, I’d have gone out shopping with that money, but my attitude to money has completely changed and I’ll tell you why.

Originally I thought that writing this blog would be a good way to get tips and ideas about paying off my debt. And that’s exactly what has happened – thanks very much for all the help, by the way – but it’s had another, unexpected benefit…

Because I’m keeping track of my debt and writing about it, I’m constantly thinking about money. And I mean constantly: thinking about how I can save a couple of quid on a cinema ticket, how I can make a couple of quid on Ebay, and how I can roll around in piles of cash once I’ve paid my cards off because every penny I make will be MINE and I can goddamn do what I want with it. So there.

Yes, the rumours are true: paying off even a little bit of your debt is one of the best feelings in the world. Getting rid of my NatWest card was just the start of it, and making that payment today felt just as good as poking a Barclaycard staff member in the eye with a stick.

So, I’m one month into my debt-paying-off experiment and my debt has decreased by a grand total of £579.26. I’m not saying this is going to happen every month, but it’s a good start as far as I’m concerned. Please leave your messages of awed congratulations and worship below.